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Hiie everyone!!! well... A lot has happened today... It started off with maths... We just finished trigo... I really cracked my head to complete the common assignment too.. hehe.. I'm really slacking in maths... = =" Then was Chemistry... haiz~~ Only can say 1 thing... I and Chemistry can't play along.. I failed chem!!! Even for OVERALL!!!! Well i did slack a lot... (how long have i been saying this...) Nevermind! No point in worrying about that.. Well.. What i meant was... Marks won't be falling from the sky, right? ^^ We need to work hard to earn it.. No wonder they say "Success comes after Hardwork".. Knew this long time ago... Wanted to remind myself... Lastly we had English... I really had a great time!! ^^ Yoyo was super funny... Then suddenly there was a commotion going on behind me... hehe... Yoyo kept saying in the future there'll be spark between Jaq and Fadhli... hehe.... Suprisingly Jaq was quiet... Wonder why she never fought back like she always did... Blushing already huh? hehe.. If she hears this i'm going to be killed... = =" Then Sufie and Ambi went through the schedule for next friday.... Yay!! Play games!!! ^^ Can't wait... But i don't want to play.. haiz~~ Finally the bell rang for us to be dismiss..

Went back home with bakajia.. She showed me her hp inbox... = =" What can i say she's in love~~ Almost her whole inbox is filled with her special person... Read some of the messages.. "OMG!!!" That was my reaction...

I felt happy for her... But... I'm sad... Now will there be distance between us? I know i'm being selfish by saying that i don't want her to be in love... But... Today after reading those messages and hearing from her... I felt that she's moving furthur away from me... Even though she was beside me... I wanted to cry... I know i'm being selfish... I sometimes want the time to move back.. To the time when we three(i, bakaara & bakajia) were together... laughing together, crying together(have not reach to the stage yet), caring for each other, fighting with each other & then back to laughing together... It was so fun... Haiz~~ I miss those days... I was wondering... What's wrong with the boys in our school.. Everybody chasing after bakajia.. = =" What do they see in her.. hehe.. Don't get angry okie?? ^^" But i still sad!!! Wahhh!!! Next bakara will leave me!! Waahhh!!! Okie... I have decided! I'm going to kill the person who falls for bakaara!!! hehe... ^^ haiz~~~ Still moaning here...

Love huh? I wish i too can be in love... But i have decided... My love will come after my marriage... ^^ I'm going to fall for my future husband.. Kyaa!!!! I'm blushing already!!! ^^" After Secondary School... I'll be going to Poly.. Then to University... Then find a job.... Then marriage.. Then KIDS!!! I love BABIES!!! They are so cute and chubby!!! hehe.. Hmmm... Have not decided when i would marry... In my 20s i guess... Maybe when i'm around 25++... I wonder if that's young.. Then my husband and i will have 2 babies... 1 girl and 1 boy... ^^ The girl will look like me... While the boy will look like my husband!! Kyaa!!! Nyaa!!!! so excited already!!! ^^" Calm down wini.. You still have a long way to go.. Slowly I'll climb the staircase of hardwork and reach to my goal with my husband.. Together we will have a happy, loving and fun life!! Yup! That's how it is going to be!! ^^ I feel like moving to the future quickly.. But.. Everything has their own timing.... The time when they will appear... And disappear... ^^ hehe...

Wa... Suddenly from present, i jumped to the future... I'm really unpredictable... ^^" Hehe... Well... Have nothing much to say... Hmmm... Tomorrow i have dancing!!! Can't wait!! ^^ Can learn more new steps!!! hehe.. Then i come home and rest.. In the evening i'll bake cake... And decorate it with royal icing.. Hmmm... It'll look very appetising.... Hopefully it won't turn to chaotah... ^^" Come on wini.. Have more confidence in yourself... hehe... ^^ Can't wait to see him!!! I want to tell him EVERYTHING!!! I wonder how he'll reply... Maybe like... "You really did slack this time.. This is so like you.. But i believe that you have the potential to do more... Don't ever underestimate yourself.. As you won't know what you are capable of!" Kyaa!!! He is so cute!! And encouraging!!! I so like him!!! He is more like my councellor... Giving me advice now and then... And he knows how i truely feel... Even on the days when i try to hide my true feelings... He knows my true character... It's like he can always see through me!! :$ WA! Blushing already! Okie.. Better stop.. But he is so kyaa!!!! ^^" Getting excited already...

Okie... Have nothing more to say.. Want to do some changes on my blog and watch Shugo Chara... After that will post my next entry.. Till then.. Look forward to more updates!! ^^ Hope you like the new video and song... And the new changes... ^^ hehe.. Oh yeah! I would like to dedicate this new song to my future husband.. Kyaa!!! Nyaa!! Okie.. I better stop.. ^^" And better go... Bye bye!! See you later!! Jia ne! Mata aishta! Minna ni DAISUKI dayo!!! GANBARE GANBARE MINNA! FIGHT FIGHT MINNA!! ^^

~Ugoiteru toki no naka meguri aeta ne, You & I... Afuredasu kono omoi kienai you ni atatamete... Kirameku mirai ni anata to futari deitai kara~

Phrase of the day:

In this summer breeze, I could hear your gentle voice calling out my name. Petals are falling. Fluttering through the warm breeze, you reached out to me. Embraced by strong arms, surrounded by red roses, by the one i love... I smile only for you... Under this red petal of love...

~~~Zettai happi ni naru kara ne!~~~